TBI / PTSD: Documented traumatic brain injury (concussions in Helmand), diagnosed PTSD, survivor guilt. Sought depression treatment Aug–Dec 2024 (3 sessions). Feared stigma: "no weakness allowed."
• 8‑month‑old daughter, wife Jennifer (married 2022). To Afghan children: "the Candy Man" – delivered toys, taught English.
• Ex-girlfriend Alicia Arritt (Army nurse) noted withdrawal, depression, memory loss starting 2018.
• Ex-girlfriend: "I think the military didn't get him help when he needed it."
• Multiple concussions (Helmand, Afghanistan). Diagnosed PTSD, moral injury, survivor guilt.
• Sought depression treatment Aug–Dec 2024 (3 sessions); antidepressant (Prozac) at death.
• Feared career impact: "There was a lot of stigma in his unit – mental health is weakness."
"Cleanse the burden of brothers lost … needed to cleanse the demons from taking lives and losing fellow soldiers. This was not a terrorist attack, it was a wake-up call."
— final texts to ex-girlfriend / recovered letters