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I've isolated myself from all my family and friends - and now I'm thinking about isolating myself from my country. Why? for the truth? Is it because I'm lazy and don't want to work? Or do I truly think that I'm destined for greatness? The goal has always been to make enough money where I can have a little piece of land and raise a family. Now it's looking that dream is starting to dwindle. My option now is to get off the internet, get a normal job and start over. Option two is to keep trucking forward, push my book in the hopes that it finds a market. But if that fails then what? Resort back to option 1? Or spill the tea - write down everything I know as precisely as I possibly can, push it out into the world and see what happens. When the entire world doesn't believe in you... where else is there to go? -Van, September 11, 2025

Been noticing a lot of Asian hate as of late. Similar to what happened with brown people after 9-11, but that ended and was replaced with the pandemic. Do we need an Alien invasion to end this racial tension and unite us as one? Perhaps, or maybe that's just how it goes and we just have to live with it. You have to be a truly enlightened being to see others for what they really are - but we are biological beings - and I'm not sure if it's even possible to bypass our inherent genetic makeup. So, what do we do about it? Well, I've said it before and I 'll say it again, communication is key, but not everyone wants the truth (for bad reasons) - and we'll be worse off for it. Anyway, I'll keep writing - that's all I know. -Van, September 6, 2025

I'm finally starting to get over it. I've realized now that justice was served. And that there is nothing I need to do. Let's just leave it at that. Things seem to always work itself out - in mysterious ways. Karma is real. God is good. I can now finally move forward with my book and my comedy without the baggage of the past. Once again, vague, but this will be the last time I mention it. Van, September 2, 2025.

This retard apparently fucked my ex-wife, then raps about it in FU 2x. I feal uneasy, so I here I am. What options do I have? I don't want to go to jail, I just want to make things right... for humanity. I have a solution, a simple one - just say my name - and all is forgiven. -Van, September 1st, 2025