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Went on a rampage yesterday. No wonder no one wants to talk to me. So apparently, Future was part of the group (of mostly black men) that was part of m's prostitution spree. Middlemen find clients, clients pay, she flies out, rinse and repeat. Over the course of a few months she went through what must've been 35 men. They likely killed the middlemen from Calabasas during the California fire in January. They set the city on fire then set his house on fire - making it look like an accident. All the rumored videos likely exists - but everyone is hiding it - for the greater good? Arghhh!! I still feel uneasy. Van, September 16, 2025

It's been 4 months, from Hollywood to Venice to Orange County - I've got to experience what most people would have only dreamed of. And I will take this experience with me into the next chapter. The plan now is to go to San Francisco for a week, then to the Redwoods National Park and stay for as long as I can, then Seattle until my money runs out. By November, I should be in Vancouver where I'll be banging on my brother's door to try and stay with him. There's a sad feeling as one would feel after saying goodbye - but that's life. Onto the next one. Van, September 14, 2025

i should quit right now, but my ex was raped - but they killed him. and the entire group is in on it. oh what a story. for legal reasons i can't go into detail, but my ex's youngest brother killed a man. and the whole country is in on it, and nobody cares, because justice was served. that's what you get for what you did. now, this fucks with my fame - but fuck it - for freedom and peace. Van, September 13, 2025

Dead broke, don't know how I'm going to eat, have nowhere to go, nowhere to sleep, body covered in hives. But all of that is nothing compared to how I feel. It seems that maybe my name is clear, that maybe my intentions are good - that I want the best for the world. God, what did it took to get here... Got to talk to my mom yesterday, we face-timed for the first time in years. I told her that I'm doing good - that I'll be back to Canada soon. Her aged face lit up with a nostalgic stare as we were talking, I think she was proud of her son. Van, September 12, 2025

I've isolated myself from all my family and friends - and now I'm thinking about isolating myself from my country. Why? for the truth? Is it because I'm lazy and don't want to work? Or do I truly think that I'm destined for greatness? The goal has always been to make enough money where I can have a little piece of land and raise a family. Now it's looking that dream is starting to dwindle. My option now is to get off the internet, get a normal job and start over. Option two is to keep trucking forward, push my book in the hopes that it finds a market. But if that fails then what? Resort back to option 1? Or spill the tea - write down everything I know as precisely as I possibly can, push it out into the world and see what happens. When the entire world doesn't believe in you... where else is there to go? -Van, September 11, 2025