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August 2025

Leaving Venice

By |2025-08-31T19:09:54-04:00August 31st, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

Leaving Venice today, heading south to Little Saigon for a few weeks. Been in North Hollywood/Santa Monica for almost 3 months now. The people here are diverse and liberal; majority tourists. I stick out like a sore thumb, but weirdly feel like a part of the community. The plan has always been to visit the south, where they have the biggest Vietnamese population outside of Vietnam. And to be honest, I haven't had one good bowl of pho the whole time - so let's see. Excited, but nervous - still can't get m out of my mind - but fuck it, onto the next one! -Van, August 31, 2025

Connection

By |2025-08-30T20:01:33-04:00August 30th, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

I'm having a hard time connecting with people. Let's get to the root of it: Genetically dispositioned to be flat, horizontal, pushed up against, backwards facing, maybe too defensive? Think: Mario, video games, black white squares, numbers, colors. I'm turning into some sort of character, that only passes by on a screen. A one way interaction, like a silhouette standing on a hill off a countryside field. Scary thought, but a special one. Van, August 30, 2024

Minneapolis church shooting

By |2025-08-29T23:34:57-04:00August 29th, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

This is dedicated to the 2 kids that lost their lives. To their family and friends, to the city of Minneapolis, to the Christian community and to the rest of the world: this needs to stop! At the very least, we need to talk about it, out in the open. So as of today, I vow to make my voice heard - not just for me, but for the voiceless - so that this doesn't happen again. Mark my words. -Van, August 29, 2025

My Intellectual Interests

By |2025-08-28T21:49:10-04:00August 28th, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

In preparation to build out some sort of media company, I've compiled my top interests. The plan is to post something daily from one of these topics: Art & Beauty Comedy Consciousness & Self Courage Death Humanity & Culture Life Literature Love Magic Martial Arts Metaphors Music Personality Philosophy Politics Postmodernism Psychology Relationships Religion Sadness Science Suffering Tech Time Truth Universe Virtues World

Metaphors

By |2025-08-28T15:09:47-04:00August 27th, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

Sometimes things are too fresh, too dark or maybe too deep to talk about. In some of these cases we use metaphors. To say the things that can't be said. Whenever you hear the following in pop-culture, it can be applied to my life story, in the context of 'The Zeitgeist': June/14/85 - when I was born. Hedgehog - spiky hair and the way I dress (jeans/jean-jacket), one of my favorite games growing up was sonic. Mario - red, mustache, Peach, Japanese. Bear - kind heart. Bitch/women - meek and unwilling to engage with some provocateurs. Trains/trans/trinity - my last name. Vampire - first name, the bringer of change, sucking the life/transforming everyone that comes into contact with me. Hamas-Israel: my ex was raped in October 2024. Red/blue/orange - Red = Canada, Vietnam, Redit (my dog) - Blue = my best childhood friend Vu - Orange - my ex's favorite color. 3/4/5/6/7/8 = 3 (last name), 4 (my ex might've been raped by 4 men), 5 (year in the decade I was born, and something to do with China and the middle way) - 6 (Vu's family home (beyond 5)), 7 (my ex almost had a baby in July). 8 (85). 45 - the length of the rape video -Van, August 27, 2025

Israel & Hamas

By |2025-08-27T15:27:14-04:00August 26th, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

What happened on October 7th, 2023 is another metaphor for what happened in October 2024. My ex, my friends, the police, my government, the U.S. government: are 'dealing with it' behind the scenes. And I should just trust them? Hm... something doesn't feel right. But hey, truth serves life, right? All things considered? Tell the truth no matter what? For future generations? Or we can burry it and let God, let Karma deal with it? Maybe it's me, maybe it's something I just don't understand. But the feeling remains. And I hope and pray that we reach some sort of reconciliation. -Van, August 26, 2025

The Beach

By |2025-08-26T01:58:09-04:00August 25th, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

Thoughts on the beach: Why is it synonymous with the word bitch? Or peach? Is it because they sound the same? Or they come from similar origins? I mean, it's at the edge - between land and water - where people can't get to you, can't take advantage of you... Or maybe it's a metaphor, to teach us lessons through linguistics/meaning, to help us navigate the rough waters. Or as they say, maybe it's the sand in your eyes. -Van, August 25, 2025

Fame

By |2025-08-22T19:57:05-04:00August 22nd, 2025|Categories: Uncategorized|

I think I might be retarded. I'm being asked to have a seat at the table, just pull the chair out and sit down, what could be so hard? Maybe it's humility disguised as something more sinister? Like a Vampire? My only goal is to make money, so I can have a place to live and help my family and friends. I don't know what's wrong with me. But we're going in circles again, so let's keep going. Van, August 22, 2025

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