So, what do you do when you’ve been ostracized?
I can’t say I’ve lived a life worth emulating, but I can honestly say, if I go now – I think I’ve done more good for the world than bad.
Though, the line that separates the 2 is opaque.
I’m sitting here at an enormous office, by myself, on a Saturday morning.
With a cup of coffee and a glass of water by my side – the usual.
You can say, “Must be nice,” but the price of this freedom is crippling loneliness.
I’m at a crux in the road, I can’t move forward, the world is not ready. I can’t go backward, that’s suicide.
The only move is sideways, what does that consist of? Not sure, but it’s likely another road I’ll take a lone.
Not sure how it ends, but one thing is for certain – it will be spectacular.
-Van, August 16, 2025
