I’ve isolated myself from all my family and friends – and now I’m thinking about isolating myself from my country.
Why? for the truth? Is it because I’m lazy and don’t want to work? Or do I truly think that I’m destined for greatness?
The goal has always been to make enough money where I can have a little piece of land and raise a family.
Now it’s looking that dream is starting to dwindle.
My option now is to get off the internet, get a normal job and start over.
Option two is to keep trucking forward, push my book in the hopes that it finds a market.
But if that fails then what? Resort back to option 1? Or spill the tea – write down everything I know as precisely as I possibly can, push it out into the world and see what happens.
When the entire world doesn’t believe in you… where else is there to go?
-Van, September 11, 2025
